Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Discernment

Sunday at the church I have began attending in Urbana, the pastor taught on Hebrews 5:11-6:12. In order to understand the significance of the passage, you first have to understand the context of the book of Hebrews. The writer of Hebrews was writing to Jewish converts to Christianity during the reign of Emperor Nero in Rome, a time of great persecution for those following the Way. Under Nero's reign a great fire that burned for 6 days had broken out in Rome. When the people blamed Nero, he in turned blamed the Christians and retribution was demanded by the people in the form of public torture of Christians for the amusement of the Roman citizens. The following is from a letter written by a Roman citizen during this time in reference to what was taking place in Rome,
"In their very deaths they [the Christians] were the subjects of sport: for they were covered with the hides of wild beasts, and worried to death by dogs, or nailed to crosses, or set fire to, and when the day waned, burned to serve for the evening lights. Nero offered his own garden players fir the spectacle, and exhibited a Cicensian game, indiscriminately mingling with the common people in the dress of a charioteer, or else standing in his chariot. For this cause a feeling of compassion arose towards the suffers, though guilty and deserving of exemplary capital punishment, because they seemed not to be cut off for the public good, but were victims of the ferocity of one man."
It was in the midst of this extreme and undue torture, that the author of Hebrews pens his letter to a wavering group of believers.  As Jewish Christians, the group to which the letter of Hebrews was written was considering turning away from following Christ and reverting to their old Jewish practices for which there was no danger of persecution or hardship. After going over some of the basic Truths of the faith and encouraging the church, the writer of Hebrews gets a little more blatant in chapter 5. He tells the believers that "by this time you ought to be teachers, [but] you need someone to teach you the elementary truths of God's word all over again. You need milk, not solid food! Anyone who live on milk still being an infant, is not acquainted with the teaching about righteousness. But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil."

Now, you may be thinking like me, "why is he upset with the level of maturity of the church when daily they are facing the threat of death because of a false accusation against them due to their faith? They need encouragement not exhortations. And what does being able to distinguish good from evil have to do with anything?"

As I prayed and sought the Holy Spirit to provide insight on this passage, I was shown that too often my thought process is the thought process of Christ Followers. We see our brothers and sisters in Christ struggling with sin in some area of their life, or struggling with their faith and we don't want to risk hurting their feelings so we lean toward only looking for encouraging passages to help them get over the hump, rather than going to the core of the problem and challenging them.

The longer we profess to follow Christ, the greater should be our spiritual maturity and ability to discernment what is pleasing and unpleasing to God. The Christians in the persecuted church during this time were sinning, they we trapped in a state of fear, which from our point of view is understandable, but their fear, as well as ours, demonstrated a deeper issue. Fear is the outward projection of an inward lack of faith and trust that God is who he says he is, and a lack of trust that his way and will is always the best even if we don't understand what or why things are happening how they are. This is an elementary Truth of the faith. This was a truth the faltering church had lost sight of in the midst of their less than favorable circumstances.

It seems that the issue that the writer of Hebrews is attempting to get through to the church is that they have been spiritually lazy, and the result of their laziness is now being demonstrated in their desire to turn away from the faith when things have stoppped going in their favor. The turning of the tides against Christians was not something this long standing body of believers was prepared to deal with. Their failure to go beyond "spiritual milk" and begin to explore the solid food of the faith left them with out a solid foundation on which to stand when things got rough. Much like on our own lives, when we face hard times, the temptation to revert to our old flesh ways of dealing with problems was exactly what this entire body of believers was facing. The writer exhorts the church, telling them their temptation is due to their failure to train themselves in godliness and to constantly apply their knowledge of the Truth to their lives.

It seems to me that this was a group of people who went to church every Sunday, they listened to the message, talked about how much Jesus loved everybody and went home. No challenges to walk out their faith, no individual deep scripture study or searching, no solid foundation on which they were building their faith.

One of my favorite verses which I have posted right at eye level on my desk in my dorm room is Isaiah 7:9 "If you do not stand firm in your faith, you will not stand at all." What a statement. In my own experience I have found this verse to be so true. As Christ Followers, our faith is to be the guiding light of our lives, it should be the foundation upon which we base each and every decision we make and each and every word we speak. However, the only way to stand firm in our faith is to know what we believe, and the only way we can know what we believe is to spend time in the Words God has left us, by which we can learn who he is and understand his character. After reading this passage, I have been challenged to no longer passively engage with my faith, but to seek out knowledge and Truth so that when the hard times come, and the Bible promises they will, I will have the weight of solid food in my body to keep me grounded to the foundation on which I stand.

Monday, September 2, 2013

Sharing on Freedom

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Some of the youth at my church shared our thoughts on what Freedom in Christ really looks like. Our thoughts come in about halfway through the video.

My testimony

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I shared my pre-chemo testimony with my church. My story comes in around 1:14 in the video.

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Praying in the Pain

Sometimes, when we pray, it's in stages.While others only see where we are on the outside and want to pray for the end result, we may recognize more, or have a prayer other than coming out of the pain. We may be praying, “God use this to reach another person, let how I handle this situation be a witness to them of your power and truth," rather than "God, please let this trial end." Others will encourage us to pray for the end result, but there is SO much more to be had if we don’t focus on getting out of the “bad” and being comfortable again.

My own thoughts about this come from my chemotherapy experience. Going through chemo, so many people were praying for me to be healed, however, while it was deeply appreciated, that was not my prayer. God already promises that healing will come in eternity when we are made perfect and there is not pain or weakness or sickness (Revelation 23); so, for me, healing was a done deal and not the focus of my prayers. The focus of my prayers during that time in my life was on wanting God to use the situation to reach others for his glory and bring others into his Truth.


As followers of Christ, our salvation is already secured and we should not be concerned about getting out of suffering. We are called to suffer for the cause of Christ- it is the evidence that we are saved and they (unbelievers) will be destroyed when we boldly suffer (Philippians 1:27). If our souls are secure, our prayers should focus on bringing others to the same state of security. Trust in God’s promises and rest in them, but at the same time, don’t be so focused on the preservation of self that you miss the opportunity to let your pain be another’s salvation. 

What is greater than such an honor?